Thursday, 28 April 2011

During the 3damn Hours

Well, lets say i was jst abit too photo hyper today:P had been takin foto since da morning, really cant help it. Was supose to be studyin, but. i kinda got distracted from getting change and takin photo's. Well it all started with me decideding what to wear for 2mrw to go out eat breakfast with my bruu and sis :) Victor Lo And Chloeeee, they are my another familyyyy ❤ and start takin poto's :P well, i actually wanted to get a HELL asian Display Picture on my facebook alrite -3- not that i have anything better to do or anything.and thanks to dummy kang!! "kevin Kang" said i dont look as asian ass himm, gahhh. ehhe, actually it was me sayin that he look hell asian n then he says i know and then i said dang you. you dont look hell asian then and then he said "well i do look hell asian! more than uu!" how mean was that...zZzZz, :) my bruuu kevin kang. and now, im waiting for ma lil cuddely biibii head to online :) his doing workk, and im a good girl waiting on the other side of the moon ❤ hehehe, sounded sooo funneh. :P but it feels really cold tonight. i think im geting a cold :/ ohhwell, hehehe. i can past it to bibii head so i wouldnt b the only one to get sickk, mohaha. Ima Evil. I miss piee piee C: cant wait till school starts and sees her. and also! my rowing camp, looking forward to it^^ it would be my first holiday that i spent with piee my mama ❤ nawwww, look, i have alot of family and support ❤ i feel so happy. and also joanna and sarah C: Ritta is not being quite happy, she had a fight with her mummy, i wish she would get all the support tat i get as well. Buddha, please show her she not alone ^^ We all love her❤ alot. xoxo

ohhyeahh, i called mum today, and asked why did jesslyn called me, cuz i was out and didnt answer the phone. got like 2 miss call from her, she dont normaly calls me. and mum said that she had decided to give the 3rd kids birth in perth :) and mums comming to acompany her and help her. i really wish this would b a good chance to let my mum meet kaito, i wish they like him. ohhgawd, that means...2 devil on the other side..im gna suffer from takin care of them. but on the good side is, i get to see mummy, jesslyn, and that 2 lil devel ^^ atleast i wouldnt feel lonely❤ Cuz they are my family, it might make me a btr gf, gettin advice from my mummy❤ i miss her soo soo much i really cant discribee. jst cant wait till i see ehr ^-^ i asked if its okai if she brings back some of our hometown famous noodle ^-^ cha shao miann ❤ i miss it shooo shoo much, its really unfair that i only get to eat it once a year. i swear! im gna learn how to cook you damn yummehh stuff, ill bring you ever where!! and...cook it to my special person❤ and also friends from my hometown that are in perth. i bet they miss it too ^-^
:S feel sooo coldd, i got my scarf, jumper, and jeans on. And yet, im still feelin really cold. :/ hmmm, need to get more fats on C: hehehe.



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My Love for you, b4 i go to bed.

Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Cant Stop Missing Him.

Your face, ur actions, all the things that you do. Are all stuck in my mind, running all over my mind driving me nuts for how much I'm freaking missing you!! It feels like forever to get to you! WHY?!? WHY?!! Someone tell me pls..Why am i feeling this way?

Horrible Day I'm havin

Went to councilor today, told the councilor how much i loved you. i also mentioned i felt uncomfortable. Things doesnt feel the same anymore. Its like you dont have time for me anymore, and your not affraid of lossing me. It makes me have Low confidence, and afraid to lose you. I know i told you that im scared to lose you like a zillion time, its because i really DO scared to lose you one day, and the feeling now makes me feel like we are starting to have distance between us.

If i dont miss 11.11 tonight. I wish for to be as close with u as possible. I miss you so much right now :(( i really dont like this holiday. i really really dont. i just wish during this 2 week holiday, i was jst a sleeping beauty, nothing happened and wake up when school starts :'( or..go back home to my mummy. I miss her. from the bottom of my heart. so so much.

Buddha, could i please froze the timeee and moments. i wish things was like it use to be. and never changed. i dont like upset moments, and things that my mind is giving bad bad advices...please froze the time so i wouldnt remember anything. Im tierd of thinkin anymore..

God.Mountain.Sea.Human


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-❤Summary for what happened b4❤-


When two stranger's finally meet on 04th of September and became friends, been going out for awhile and something bad happened during the summer holidays, they both lost confidence in both of themselves. Things starting to tear apart until it get to a point that they couldnt be bother tryin anymore and just leted go. It had been a month living without each other, life wasnt easy for them, but they still needed to move on. One day this retarded dummy talked to the girl, so they could be back as friends. But it turns out to pull the girl back from missing him, the girl was '--' this close from totally forgeting him, but he showed up and talked to her.
They decided to come out and talk face to face about it. And they got back together YAY but after 2 weeks, the girl hurted the guy's heart again. It was so bad that even the girl couldnt forgive herself for what she had done, she never though there would b a going back chance anymore...Because she had hurt the obe that she loves so much, and was so upset for what she had done.....it felt like there was no more meaning for being alive no more. Nothing was worth to live anymore.

Butm they both got back together, and now. They are heading into challenge, its a challenge of fighting for their future what they do now, is all for the future that they are gna have C: They love each other very much, and they were meant to be. 91% meant too. . .★ -i wish them both all the best-

我想表达的爱❤对你的爱❤

这个blog是我想,表达我对我biibiii的爱。我想把我们所有甜蜜的点点和滴滴写下来~永远的除纯在一个永删不掉的地方C:亲爱的宝贝,我爱你永远❤

-坐在我身旁的这位老伯伯,是一位,对我来说,比身命还重要的人。他不但教会我怎样生活,让我学会, 有困难只要你肯解决没十么事是不可能的。 他不一切的爱我, 不嫌气我不漂亮,不瘦,不聪明,笨笨得。他就不管我的却点,一样的爱我。他,让我感受到真真的爱,没人给过的爱。不段的让我开心, 和爱我C:他是一个,让我值得去爱的人。我爱你比比~