Went to councilor today, told the councilor how much i loved you. i also mentioned i felt uncomfortable. Things doesnt feel the same anymore. Its like you dont have time for me anymore, and your not affraid of lossing me. It makes me have Low confidence, and afraid to lose you. I know i told you that im scared to lose you like a zillion time, its because i really DO scared to lose you one day, and the feeling now makes me feel like we are starting to have distance between us.
If i dont miss 11.11 tonight. I wish for to be as close with u as possible. I miss you so much right now :(( i really dont like this holiday. i really really dont. i just wish during this 2 week holiday, i was jst a sleeping beauty, nothing happened and wake up when school starts :'( or..go back home to my mummy. I miss her. from the bottom of my heart. so so much.
Buddha, could i please froze the timeee and moments. i wish things was like it use to be. and never changed. i dont like upset moments, and things that my mind is giving bad bad advices...please froze the time so i wouldnt remember anything. Im tierd of thinkin anymore..
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