Hey budgeeee❤ you gna miss me? :P im gna b away for a week. Buddeh, u will be fine alright? :) i will miss you like you'll miss me posting random stuff on your face:) This actually feels great. Im not like, cravin for Kaito? Im ready? haha, mayb sometimes we just never tot of we need our own time la, now we are gna b saperated for a week, without any contact. He seems fine with it, ill jst assume his going to be alright la. Mayb not all the time, but his strong, atleast, stronger than me, and im gna come back being stronger than b4 :) And when the end of year holidays, im not gna b upset, becasue im ready:D plus, homes gna b with friends and his gna b with friends too, not gna have time for each other, so. as he says, i cant expects much. Although i was abit hurt by him when he said that i cant expect everything. It made me think that i had too pushing him too much, and expecting too much from him. Now dont have to worry la, im gna have alot of catch up to do too with my friends when i get back. and im gna b bz for dads work as well. and relatives to visit. Buddha, b with Kaito when his feeling lonely,upset or missing me. Because i cant be with him 24/7. I wish i could, but the truth is, i cant, and i cant expect so much from things. Appreciate what i have now and go with what you have❤
I love Kaito, my baby boy:*
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