Hey.

What can i say. One of my chapter had just ended this arvo. Gues it's just going to be the best for both of us. Since i do feel hurted when im with him. Its abit funny because...i bough all like.....Paper...lil jar, cute stamps, and a board to write things on and give it to him.......But, i have been thinking. I cant live with someone that i keep get jelouse for and cant leave him when he needs his own space. Every relationship's hurts when you first break up. I, and only i i guess, know thats the best and thats what i want. I wish him all the best and find someone that makes him happier than i am rite now :) theres a sayin. "if i was this happy when i was with the wrong one, how would it be like when i am with the right one." It actually encourage me that i had to move on. I think i should share that to kaito. Once last time, saying something that he might listen for the very last time. I really do hope he do well although i cant let go just yet, but dsnt mean i will never get over it. Time will do the trick, and buddha got eyes on us.

i just shared it with him. I wish he gets better.He wont listen to me anymore, but. its worth telling him that, because im sure he will read it. And i gues its gna b the last time me talking to him anyway. He probably dsnt wana talk to me anymore.


Nothings easy, thats why. you learn from things and experinces. you get stronger and stronger each time.