Moody.

Some how, im missing, mum, dad, John so much...i miss my brother. Today im feeling so upset. not because of anything, its just a mental thing. I think, after a person went tru depression. The depression always comes along with you and never leave. Only if i get to go back and be what i am 3 years ago.

I got upset during soccer. Because im such a bad player..but im still trying..
and
at swimming, im really scared of deep water, not even joking.
But, i just hope..i could be a better person...and not affraid of it and go with what i could and get ride of the affraidness.
It still feels like when im trying..im like still doing it for tat person.

I really want to go home mummy....
i want to leave here.....

8 days till my birthday, and i dont even feel anything at all. Theres nothing to be excited about...its just going to be a normal day. It started from i get spoil on my birthday, no school because its National Day and then get to sleep in the same bed as Mummy and Daddy. and then in the afternoon, i get to go shopping or ride bike with jordan. and then at night, i go eat dinner with daddy mummy, and then later in the night Jordan's sister (JIN) brigns us to Karaoke or i sleep over at Jordans placee.

1st year in perth...
I got a present from Jordann. i got candals. those ones that smells really nice and for dinner ones. it smelt really nice, i still havent use it yet. still not opened in my room C:

2nd year in perth birthday...
John took me out for a late birthday dinner....

3rd year.... (this year)
Crab happened...sure is diffrent now. About this time last year, had RiverCruise. and for my birthday wish, i wished for meeting someone special and being able to celebrate my next birthday with that special someone. But now. heehee, im fine la C: His still special for me, until. That another special comes and Register to show me how special he is to me. I was amazingly happy with him, and he was the wrong one. What would it be like when i meet the right one? Best things are things tat you wait. Im waiting for that last one. His not going to be the first one for sure. Because, the last one is always the right one. Which reminds me of this song C:

Shes the Latest one.