Sunday, 4 September 2011

My Dear Dear Deadly Sunday.

Today happened alot, i wanted to write it all down. But its jst seem like the feeling is gone and what i wanted to write down about my feeling is already gone.

From 2mrw onwards. Me and Prim is going to go on Diet, Because of a few resons :) Sis called today❤ WEEEE ❤ so happy, talked to mum and her about 7 mins i think? They were realy bz :( Sis wished me a happy birthday, althought its abit late but im fine with it, as long as she remembered it :) and getting to hear mummy's voice was all i wanted the most. Feel so much better and stronger after listening to mum's voice. Harhhhhh~ that revive feeling that you have after letting go of the Breath that you had been holding on for so long. Im finally moving on, suprisingly, but yes. Im actually moving on. I can live. I still have a smile on my face dont i? i survived :) and each day, i grow more inside and turning into something that no one could see. because its a inside thing :)

Prim letted me had a really good day today. She made me understand that. I dont need a guy to survive. I CAN be happy although if i dont have a boyfriend. Yes, it would be abit lonely. But, why do i need a boyfriend when i have good friends like Sarah, Joanna & my lovely "boyfriend" Prim?? They are so funny and crazy.
They thought me alot of things that i never had understand and slowly. They are showing the Celine that i use to be when i was back then in Malaysia. Although Rebel, but i still care for people and i stand for peoples right. Back then, i stand up for any people that gets bully. But here. I saw. I changed alot. so much that i never even notice its such a bad turn.

Celine ❤ Prim "boyfriend"

That was the love heart that i made. Its for the "right guy". This time, i wont easily give out my heart, as what i had done before. Im going to wait. Even for 3 years, 30 years. ill wait till the right one. Because i know, no matter path way im taking right now. At the end, i will still end up be on the right track, because i was born ending on that path way. ❤

Today, Sarah my best friend. fell off to the grown because of me :s She was chasin me larh, and then the floor was so slippeery. so she slipped and did a pretty awsome BreakDance style which i missed cuz i was too bz running away from that crazy women :I But i DO wish she feel better dou. Hope shes not physicaly hurt. Her hand was bleeding abit. My heart hurted seeing her hand bleeding. Just wna protect her.

Hope Sarah Anne CHAO gets better ❤ Buddha, be by her side :*

BOOOOOO ❤























THANKS FOR BROWSING, that was my Weekend ❤ c: ❤
Hope you sleep well ❤

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