Tuesday, 17 May 2011

In Science Class today★

Today in Science class, everyone was given an assigment to be research on about. and i got Neuclear. y...tell me why, out of all the things, i got neuclear. there was alcohol, why dont you draw the lil papper in the basket sayin alcohol for me. dang it, i really dont know anything on nueclear. im going to die and suffer from trying to do a research on this thing. i dnt like sciencee, jeez. i dont like school actually. i want to change school, i dont like it here. i want to be more out going and stuff. i feel like im in jail when im in this school, and so far away from home. and this school is so expencive, that makes my parents has more expectation for me and dont understand this is actually hard for me. i want to go back to what i use to be. Going out everday and stuff. but its different when im in perth. Expecially in Boarding House. i want to go to a public school so badly, so i dont need to waste so much of my parents money on my studies. but i dont think my mum would let me to change. my dad would, he would love to, he even said i could get my own car when im in year 12 so i dont need to stay in the Boarding House and could go home. but for my mum, its abit hard, because shes worried about my saftyness and shese worried about no one is going to take car of me at home. because my brother has work and sometime he gets home late. and so does his girlfriend. but i think i would have a better chance of geting out of this school and go to public school because one of my brother recently came back from malaysia, his going to stay here from now. so i think he might could be my like. protector. i really wish i could get out of here really soon. today, i was really upset. i just want to leave this school and start another life somewhere else. a place that would suit me more and me liking it more. I miss home. and my mother. shes coming in 3 weeks, i sure cant wait till i see her. i miss my mummy gggg much ❤

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