My 18th of May

Today was abit down for me, was feelin upset. Is there moments like, when you think your not good enough for the one you love and then bad things jst piles up even more and more when you keep thinking about it. Its not a great feeling.

skyping with my babyyy, heehee, his hair could touch his nose. So can mineee. I love him, but sometimes. i jst, dont think im the right one for him, i dont want him to suffer with a girl like me. not worth it i guess. sometimes, i really wish i was "her" shes so perfect and everything, everyone likes her, she went to balls. and..shes just perfectly amazing. i just cant be compaired to her. we are so much diffrent apart from each other. its jst like. i dont know how to discribe. well, today i just felt really terible. only if i could text him every sec of ma life, hang out with him and make him happy. i wish

btw, tonights moon is very close :)