School Time~

Okai, had double period of sose( Economic ) i can realy die, beacsue my teacher is soo boring that i try to learn something, i cant because her boredom is keep making me fall aslp. but thank god today's double period was one in class room and one in the library researching. But me heidi and Lu spented most of the time on AirG...jeez, really need to get off it, but now. We have ANOTHER period in library, for CareeED. Great..pretty sure im not goin to do my work again. Ok, we had this thing that we need to do in CareeD, and we had like 3 week of time to do it, and its due next week, but. Me Lu and Heidi are always on AirG when we were supose to work on it, and now, great..its due next week and we have not started it, and even worse...we dont know what we were supose to do. Ohhhhstuff school, my life is domeee... This morning, i was thinking about my baby, mayb i really should be a girlfreid like Heidi, shes such a calm and dont rush Kai girlfriend, im pretty sure Kai is feeling so happy to have a girlfriend liek her, Kai is a luckin guy and is a good guy for Heidi. Heidi si my role model now :) i want to be like her, when Kai dsnt reply, she dnt continue texting him buggin him to reply..because she knows that he is doing his thing and mayb need his own time. and also, i want to get a job, so i can recharge my phone so i would b able to text and call kaito when ever i want...instead of facebooking. and..heidi dsnt get jelouse when Kai's talking to other girls and commenting on other girls picture(hot picture) even if she is, she just tell her friends and then dont act sukki with her bf..continueing being a godo girlfriend..i wna be like that. Cuz want kaito to feel like im not a annoying one :( i just want kaito to be happy and i dont wna control his life. he got the right for who he wants to hang around with, who he likes, what he wna do, and no matter what it is and how much it hurts for me. Im still willing to suffercate and always stand by his side :) I love Kaito Kamiyamaa